Contemplations...

Ever have one of those days where you comtemplate the "what would have been" things in your life? For me those come and go alot more frequently in the last few weeks than ever in my life. There have been so many changes in my life, both good and bad, and yet I still wonder if the right decisions were made at the right times. Yeah, yeah, I know, hindsight is 20/20, but it is the decisions that we make today that effect us tomorrow and sometimes the rest of our life.

Here I am going through a rough spot and the only thing that keeps me getting up every day is my kids and my sense of humor. Without my kids a fetal position sounds really good right now, but for any of you that have kids you know that you wouldn't be able to maintain that position for long because the house would be on fire before you got your butt out of bed to see what the commotion is about. I wish I could change things, but if I could would it be the right decision? Or am I meant to proceed on in life from here because of an unknown factor that will not be realized for an unspecified time period?

If anyone has the answers to these questions, please feel free to share... Or if anyone knows how to get in touch with Mr. Destiny, hey point him in my direction, that would definitely make my life better right now.